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electric spam is banned and illegal and frowned upon but paper spam that wastes and destroys is just fine, because were all living on a retarded planet.

The world is stuck in the paper age. they just cant stop the paper, cant stop cutting the trees or making and sending paper. they have had email and things for fuck knows how long and they are still using paper. it's stone age cavemen in offices sending and using this shit. these people brainless. it just proves that 99% of the worlds population is deaf and as dumb as a door post, too busy watching shit and reading shit and blowing drying their hair and spaying smelly stuff on their skin and shit. retards rule the world. and if i post alot of shit online people call it spam, yet i keep getting mail, never ending bullshit mail and it's not spam because the government sends and if ignor it they come rape me. looks like i'll getting rape by the council soon because i dont read their mail because it's spam and i dont read spam sent by piggys in an office covered in make up and heads full of garbage. your fucking disgusting, your disgusting, your job is disgusting, your employers are disgusting, your office is disgusting, your brain and ideas are disgusting your life is disgusting, the things you wear are disgusting, the things you say are disgusting and your jobs are disgusting.

i finished with solar panel and just tested it again with my phone. the phone picks it up sometimes, hopefully it's enough to keep it going and maybe hopefully enough to give it a little charge. enough to maintain it anyway and maybe charge a little if i take some photos.

today i clean my windows. the fucking windows, two of them on the south wall only open out, i'm on the top and they only open out, what a fucking joke. who the fuck did this windows. i like them but they are pain to clean, i need to get myself a longer pole. i used a long drill bit with sponge on the end and it was not quite long enough, almost but not quite. anyway the windows are done and bettter than what they where amd will do for another 2 years unless they more bird shit.

tomorrow i buy more paint and get started on the bathroom. i'll hopefully get all the paint i need for the bathroom and once the bathroom is done i'll get back to the living room with the new paint i have left over.
colors i want for the bathroom green, black, white, brown and blue. the wall is orange maybe do something like i did with myship and have like an orange sun behind the trees. i'll also goto lidls and see what they have, they always changing their stock and never know what you will find. i found a brand new never used joiner pencil when i was going through my stuff, i might scetch on the walls before i paint. the thing with scetching is that when i'm done painting it i preferd the scetch. proper pencil and it's red too with a good amount of lead not the crappy thin lead pencils you get that break inside and snap and break if you press hard. trying to sharpen one of these things you need to be a carpenter.

i just had a bath and i did not see the bubbles, it's only happened that once yesterday, never seen anything like it before.

something is with my writing, i type words without thinking of them and i type in short hand. some of the words i type are very surprizing and not my words, it's like someone put it in but i typed it without even thinking or typed while thinking of another word, how is that even possible to type another word when thinking of typing something else but that is what happens. it reminds me of the drummer trick but a heel of a lot harder to do and it comes natural not taught, little i do is taught also reminds me a bit of the piano, same kind of thing but with the writing i'm not even aware of it till i go back a read what i typed. also my writing is changing in other ways. maybe i should just start writing and not fix or change anything and see what i get.

there is nothing wrong with e, it's you people who have the problems.

back to the bathroom, i'm not sure about blue paint, i need to think about. i was think just a light blue but then if i'm getting white and black i might as well get a medium blue and do the same i was going to do with the green and mix it myself. i'm not sure, i'll do the same i'm going to do with the green unless i see a shade of blue that just does it for me, same might happen with the green. try not to spend too much on paint colin. £80 max. what did spend last time i cant remember, £100? anyway i need to clean the bathroom and sand it down, i'll get started tonight. i'm not sure about the floor, maybe i get some rugs for the bathroom too. can you get floor paint, i'm sure you can but can you get in forres. shipdeck paint would do it but without the sand, or maybe i want the sand in it. yeah that might work, ship deck paint with sand. i remeber painting a ships deck with that stuff once, you have to keep stirring it or it goes all patchy. gloss paint with sand, save yourself some money. i'll get a tin of gloss and go get some sand from the beach, not sure what colour, i was thinking blue, but maybe a brown or green, maybe all. have like dirt grass moss with blue where the sink and toilet is. i want the room to look natural or have a natrual effect.

for my meal today i'm having new potatoes, cheese and chive omelet to be washed down with orange, lemon and honey juice. i cleared the bathroom and once i've digested this food i'll go back and start sanding then clean then sit and look and maybe scetch, get an idea in my head. someone has written in my bathroom in pen on the shelf, it's my name but it's strangely mirrored never noticed it before and it's doubled, repeated in lighter ink.

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it's almost may and it's snowing. it has been colder than usual . very strange weather, maybe put a stop to the modern global warming farmers growing new crops. what was it they grownig now in cornwall, i cant remember and people deny rapid warming. the weather is going crazy and plants are changing coming later or sooner and there are old paintings that prove it, stuff growing at different times.

my house is getting a mess again. i only tidy when i have to and soon i will have to.

i have seeds all over the floor, maybe i try growing a orange or lemon tree in the house and see if it survives when it's gets big and i move it outside. i doubt it because these things come spain or egypt or some shit but you never know. and where would i plant this tree, a hidden lemon tree. maybe i could get it a huge pot and have it in the stairway outside my door. better than the plastic fucking flowers the lady down stairs has in the hall.

i got some thyme and chives in pots. i have no idea how long this stuff lasts for if it's in pot, i'll soon find out. i also have massive amount of herb seeds on the way. £6 for 750 seeds, you pay that for one pot of one herb. when i was shopping for plants yesterday i went to rip off website where they rip you off online. i have seen some of the plants they was selling a quarter of the price and i also seen them selling plants for £330, who the fuck pays that for a plant. no disrespect to plant but that is ridiculous and is fucking rape. people dont make that in a month and your selling these things, you people are rapists and idiots. you pay that because what, someone gave it some muck and water for a few years and are now selling it. wtf is wrong with you people. steven frys shop too, rip off shop for the retards who have no brains but think they do. steven fry is a prize retard and eveyone thinks he clever and funny. hes a boy fucking sick dumb fuck shit eating homosexual do nothing richly reward shit bag who thinks he deserves sympathy because he has a very mild mental illness. when actual steven your very ill and its not with bi polar. your very very very ill, and you rape people on tv and you got home to your young boyfriend and get on you knees and suck his ever night then go back on tv and tell us what you think with your cock and shit breath licking your chops and being highly paid like a true rapist. when did the nazis start employing homosexual rapists, they really got desperate, i wont see you in hell fry cause only your going there and i'm not, i might go for a watch, so i might see, depends how i feel. watching steven fry being tormented for a few thousand years sounds temping. and it wont be in one go, a few thousand years of watching steven in 10 billion years sound reasonable, i will get bored if i sat and watched you for more than an hour. so i will come visit you now and then steven for a quick look.

i am continuing to buy candles. i will count my candles not counting the tea lights. i have 11 candles and i will get more. candles and plants and rugs, i want more rugs. people have been walking with their dirty shoes all over my carpets and i have been doing too, so i want rugs, lots of rugs and i'll get round to cleaning this carpet again some time. rugs are good cause you just put them in the washing machine or like i did last time with my red rug i washed it in the bath tub, the amount of dirt that came out of it was unreal. more rugs.

i was in the bath and i seen water do something strange. water drops from the shower head hitting my bath water but making bubbles. it was like the drops became bubbles and then popped and made a ripple, it was weird to watch and it happened repeatedly till the water ran out. the drops didn't make a ripple till the bubble burst so they didn't hit the water, became a bubble and then hit the water and caused a ripple. i cant take phone everywhere to record stuff. the things i see and miss and cant record is anoying because i want to record everything cool. trying to get shots of birds is a real pain, they are too fast and you see them do great things and they look great. i've been seeing some really unusual and colourfull birds recently, but trying to get a photo is near impossible and if i do get one it's not the one i wanted because of the delay on the camera. it's hard to get a good shot of a bird.

i have been getting a lot of hardons in my sleep for the last 2 months, i dont normally get hardons in my sleep. i dont normally get uncontrolled hardons, and they are hard as fuck, like rock and they come from nowhere. i'll be laying bed and i wake up and i have this fucking great hardon. never had a problem with this before, my hardons have always been under control and i controlled them but now not. is this not a young persons thing, i never got this problem but now i am. i vaguely remember hearing or reading that young teenagers get this shit, i never did i dont think but now i am, whats going on. have i somehow reversed the aging process or something.

i was thinking about flower pots for these seeds and stuff and i went into the kitchen and everything can be flower pot. plastic salad bowls that salad is sold in, plastic tubs, honey jars, all of it can pots and i can always paint the things to make them look better, but that salad bowls you get with salad are clear and would be cool to see the roots. i need to keep this in mind when buying food now. its the tub the food comes good for a pot.
george came under attack today. by a expert seagull bomber. how he managed to hit the target i dont know, expert bombing, expert angle to hit the target. multi cluster shit bomb on my window. bit like top gear on tv, expert shits on tv making a mess. top gear is a disgrace and so are people who like and watch it and make and sell and buy it. your disgusting and look at you, and look at things you say and do and the way you act, fuicking disgusting little shit bags spewing your poison out for the masses, your little begging whores will do anything for money, your in the same club and boat as coultard, your on the wrong ship and your going nowhere, your dead. dead and dead in the water so keep laughing and making a joke and of everything you disrespecting little prostitutes, sold yourselves and your gone, bye bye, wrong choice, wrong ship, wrong way, loo loo land, your in loo loo land with your coo coo beliefs and brain. your not getting out of loo loo land, your in to stay on your shit ship. your dogs, shit dogs begging for money. whore dogs and you have wives, what the fuck is wong with the women, they marry these twats, they marry and sleep with these fucking sick pig fucks. whores.

i had people banging and phoning and shouting. fuck off i was in bed. do i phone you and bang and shit, no i dont. i here nothing from you then you turn up. and i dont talk on the phone, send a text and if dont reply dont turn up and bang on my door and shout through letter box, have some respect. i was in bed and i get up for nobody. sing and dance all you want if i'm in bed i'm bed. you people work round me i dont work round you. you made such a noise i'm not going to contact you. i'm going to keep this thing and do something with it later. who knows where you even came from, you drive 50 miles or something on a wasted journey and it was your fault, i didn't lie to you or anything, i'm always in and i was in and i dont talk phone so text me and if i dont reply dont fucking drive 50 miles and bang on my house you pig. it's the pig trying to invade the wolves, it's crazy. you come when i want not when you want. fucking house invasion, i thought the guy the was going come into my house and i dont lock door. most of the times i forget to lock it. banging and banging and shouting through the letter box and shouting in hall and his wife even shouting up from outside. wtf. your lucky i didnt get up and drop the router on your wifes head. well yournot getting the thing now. and they guy who got the chop saw, i should told that disgusting fat slob to get the fuck out of my house. the things you said to me, and the way you acted. disgusting fat pig. disgusting whore, who the employs you. your fucking disgrace, and act like pig with no respect and say shit, your fucking shit. your walking shit. shit demon in my house talking a disrespecting me in my own house. i should have thrown you out. why i am nice and tolerant of you people when you give nothing but abuse. showed abuse hidden abuse, and i can feel your shit. you make feel your shit. your pure shit and i feel it. i feel your shit vibes and it repulses me and you dont even have say or do anything, you just have stand infront of me and be what are. and who employs you, your fat disgusting whore that uses work related resources to do your own thing. you came while you where at work in your work van and your disgusting, let me guess you have a wife and kids too. your fucking disgusting whores. shit demons talking and doing nothing but shit. cluesess shit demon with shit for brains. your disgusting thing and i have mental images of that slob sitting on the toilet twice a day cause he eats so much junk and the stink. get out my house., i had that thing in my house. and the gas man, another fat shit demon that eats nothing but shit and does nothing but shit. i dont even want your shitty gas and i dont want your shitty gas man either. fucking rape. planet rape. everything is forced on you and you dont get a choice. choice is a illusion for the retards that rape you. you have to be raped if your on earth with humans, you dont have a choice and it's rape. these people work only for themselves and only for money and they do nothing but shit with it.

these stone river shoes are very good, my feet feel so light, my feet feel lighter with them on than they do with them off. my feet feel so light.

people with no patience just stay away, dont go making a noise in my house. the pigs dont and cant blow my house down you just make noise and annoy me so stay away.

dates and milk for breakfast and fish for tea, raw pickled fish with onion yum yum. i love roll mops, with salad. i get it for £4, 3 roll mops and salad, super healthy meal and you get people who spend a hell of a lot more to get unhealthy shit and they dont even know what they are eating because someone else made it for them because they are lazy bastards and are very weird, they very weird taste. they prefer to eat shit and spend more money doing it, very strange people and strange times. people goto fancy restraunts to eat shit that someone else made and they dont even know what it is, you think you know what you are eating, you think that because you paid £110 for your steak pie you know whats in it. fucking idiots. you offer roll mops to people and most of them will probarly say they dont like or be filled with digust because it's raw or they dont like fish skin or some shit. yet the will order a pizza for £25 have it cooked by someone else and delivered and they dont even know what they are eating. and they have all kinds of unhealthy shit in it like factory meat and factory made sauce full salt and sugar. and the meat could be waste products. sausage made from waste products, or meat balls or little meat chunks of smashed and leftover meat. they waste nothing and you eat it, and you even pay extra for the privilege. you people so smart and clever. all your rich scientists wining and dining, they so clever. and also these people eat 3 meals a day and shit in between and the shit they drink. i have one meal a day most days. these fat people eat too much and do shit with the energy. they eat shit and do shit, the great old saying "you are what you eat." and they dont understand it they think it means you should eat fruit or some crap. you eat shit and eat like shit and you are shit and you do nothing but shit and know nothing but shit because you are shit and you eat nothing but shit and live in the shit because your shit, eating is not just eating, it's also the shit you let into your head, that is also eating, and you people eat and speak and think nothing but shit. thats what it means. you people let the shit in and it flows through you. you let the shit flow through you and become shit. your on the shit side of the force and let the shit flow and there is so many of you we cant stop the shit and it's everywhere, we are flooded in your shit, but we float over it and just look at it and smell it and feel it. the power of the shit. took alot of shit to create your shit and you really have the shit and you people love it. you love the taste and smell of shit so much you buy it and sell it and read it and believe it and feed it to your kids. yum yum, eat our shit.

i seen a man pushing a pram yesterday, what a fucking pussy. he works (if he works, deluded worker) so he can buy a shit pram because such fucking pussy he cant carry his baby till it can walk. he wants more shit in the world, he thinks we needed another pram in the world and we needed his shit baby too. these people do nothing but shit and buy nothing but shit and swamp us in their shit. unneeded shit, and these people would be wearing nappies on their head in my world. and these prams are so shit you cant do anything else with them and they just go to the dump. these people are pussy retards and swamp us in shit, their lazy shit. scum bag wasters full of puss walking down street. at least they are walking but they fucked it. all people do is fuck it. i cant be assed and cant think i'm unfit we just fuck it because we dont care, and if you say you do your liar because another great old saying "actions speak louder than words."

my head has been ringing. it's not ringing it's more like having a ring in it, the sound it makes. its not ringing, it's the sound of a ring. great sound and great feeling. it just sings and it's my head not my ears, i hear and feel it in my head not my ears.

i have a little rash on my right arm, i hope this not the return of itch. maybe it will never go away, maybe i caught something and is repressed or something and only comes back now and then. like the dry skin my brother used to get on his face haha. or could be this new detergent i fucking bought.... i'm done using that shit, normal soap from now on, fuck this shit stuff they sell and rebrand and make up and make and sell. who said you have wash your clothes with this shit, they fucking did and they dont have a clue. normal soap that i wash myself with goes in or washing up liquid i use for the dishes. that stuff is much cheaper too, the special washing machine rape powder and liquid is much more expensive and shit. again you dont have any idea what is in this shit. you pay more to be raped by these people you you beleive and buy their shit and into their shit.

a bird with a small brain can fly and function and survive in all weathers and all places yet a human with massive brain is nothing but a problem and cant survive. maybe this is why it cant survive, because it's nothing but a problem. it is dependent from birth till death and causes nothing but destruction, creative destruction on a massive scale.
i dont want your shit from outside in my house.

i bought another plant today, no name on the plant but i know what it is. alovera or however you spell that plant. good for burns and things so i hear and people like to put it in their soap and shampoo. anyway i got one but it looks slightly different from the ones i've seen before, it has no white on it and no pattern on it's leaves, it's just green but the leaves are still the same, the leaves are not as long , they are smaller but fatter but the same design.

talking through music, these people are amatures and don't know how to make music so they put talking in it. it's worse than singing and sing is shit most of the time. fucking amatures making music for the idiots who do know anything about music, slavering retard zombies buying shit music and shit movies and shit games and shit books. they listen to nothing but shit and look at nothing but shit with there shit eyes and shit ears for their shit brain paid for with their shit money from their shit shop at the shit market.

i think the ghost of the mouse is here in my house, i heard a lighter tapping on my wall today, kind of mouse like.

if they sell a plant with no name or nothing telling you what it is the must not know what it is. all the other plants it tells you what it is but not the aloe vera, i know generally what it is but not what it is.

we will say it's day 7 of the life of george. first week report. george has grown to 12 cm in 1 week and is now growing his second set of proper leaves, third set of leaves if you count the seedling leaves. the tips of the first proper leaves are bending up and inwards slightly, just the tips of the serrated leaves and only on one leaf, the on clostest to the window the other one, not the one you see in the photo. i dont know if this is a good sign or bad sign. i will move the plant further from the light next week just incase it's too close, then it might grow faster and head for the light of the window. actually i'll do it after i have typed this. i'll lower it but not to ground level, i'll turn a pot upside down and sit it on that then lower it again when it gets bigger and get it to grow for the light but still getting light. the plant has been lowered, it's still getting plenty of light but has something good to grow up for.

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i have blue stuff on me again. i have nothing blue in the house at all apart from the flowers i painted on the wall, and it's not that color of blue. on my right arm and i had bath not long ago. it's the same stuff as last time by the looks of it. i will keep it for the future microscope. i have nothing this color in my house and i'm sitting on a new cover. it's like flecks of paint, shines like paint and it's not plastic like i thought last time it's paint like and fragile. i have blue paint in the house now but there is no way it's that. and how would it get on my arm. i sitting on new cover. and the blue stuff last time i got before i painted.

mystery blue stuff, mystery to you perhaps but not to me.

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who was that wanker commentator for F1 years ago. what a ass wipe. i wouldn't go near that nut job. i wouldn't touch him. i wouldn't wipe my ass with him cause he's a ass wipe and would just turn your ass into dirty ass wipe if you wipe your ass with him. it's like plague on TV, you listen to these people and go near them or belive a word they say you get the plague if your stupid. the tv and people on it are like fly traps to catch and eat the stupid flies. he was a real cock sucker. he was born to suck your kids cocks, true born pedophile to worship racing drivers and suck their cocks and then suck your kids cocks and go live on tv so you smell and see his cock breath. muury fucking walker, true pedo, this guy would eat the queens shit and take it up the ass from tony blair while sucking damon hills cock.

if this plant is successful i look forward to my tomato soup.

my right arm cracked strangely twice, otherwise i might never have noticed the blue stuff

i found a old pair of shoes, they will be perfect for my camping trip. light weight and trainer like but not trainers, more like a hybrid, a walking shoe or walking trainer. stone river, perfect since i'm going along and following the river as if it's a road, old school. i'm relacing them now, one of them had a damaged lace, had to cut one with my red stanly knife to get it out the hole, it was too big and fat and black so i cut it with the red knife. they have purple maple leaf logo. they have hardly been worn. funny how the mouse only slept in damaged old work shoes i would not wear for walking since they had steel in them. thank you mouse for sleeping in the right shoes. you might have slept in these to but you didn't damage them by making your bed. miss you x x. disgusting whores murdered you and they will not get away with it, they are deluded if they think they will and have already forgotten about what they did and think they are innocent i'm sure because they are retards and care nothing and have very short memories and life spans, you will not see them again. they killed you for no reason and didn't even eat you, they are disgusting whore pigs who care more about their worthless money and worthless things than anything else they would rather kill your priceless life than lose their worthless things and you didn't even do anything. you didn't even eat thier wires or cost them any money. infact he paid to kill you because hes so unfit he drove to shop to buy traps to kill you because hes a useless whore who cant do anything for himself or do anything right, hes mr wrong and is breeding more mr and mrs wrongs with his fat cunt of shit a wife. he used his worthless bits of paper to murder you. they are pig animals and they will be fucked like true pig whores. it's the same with everything mr mouse, they care more for their worthless junk than they do for priceless things. they are so stupid they dont even know the true value of things, thats how retarded they are, they are selfish whore scum that should be in jail but they wander free and rape and kill and teach their children the same shit and make fun of it and make animals look like them and sound like them for their stupid children entertainment. their children are morons, insane little fucking retards being taught garbage. they are all off their heads and living in coo coo land. they are deluded and getting fucked and will be fucked until they are spastics because they are demented and not far off spastics, they just do things without thinking and if they do think they think wrongly. their heads dont work, they dont work full stop, deluded people who think they work and think they work so hard they have no time do anything. fucking retards, retards are everywhere, fucking killing scaring and just fucking everything. be glad you was mouse mr mouse, the deer cant even move for fences or roads, atleast you could get around, the deer have it rough, they cant move and are pretty much farmed, they are farmed they just have bigger fields and are kept away. soon they be like cows, they are like birds now, not far off being domesticated, humans cant leave anything alone. and they have destroy the system that was in place and replaced it with some retard system so they make money and all kinds of things. thats all it is with humans, money, all it comes down to mr mouse, they vaule bits of shitty paper than they do anything else. they a whore mongers and do not belong. i'm impressed with you mr mouse i'll see you later. x

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i'm getting alot of bright light in my right eye, at very right of my vision. been seeing bright lights coming down 3 times recently too. twice at the monitor once at window. and now light at the edge of my right eyes vision that moved a bit closer in and now it's gone and i'm writing about it. been hearing alot of ringing in my right ear for a long time. it's pleasant, and high pitched and gentle and it just rings. also still gets bone cracks and hits to the nose and drops to head. the drops a less now, still there but not as frequent as before. and the knocks are still here. i get them at just the right time, you know what i'm thinking and it's good, i love you here. sometimes you scare me you bang so hard :) i dont mind it's all good, your all good. also still get the feet tickles and the touches, had some longer touches to my forehead today and i get them to the head still like i just got one now. you can tell the difference from a drop and a touch. and i still get cracking in my ears and head and tapping in my nose and sometimes throat. and my hands get it sometimes. also the light flickers and the heating that should no longer work because it's out of power. and everything happens at the right moment, and the purring is still here, the vibrating magic. it's all magic and it's all good. amor x. oh my kitchen still gets it, my bathroom still gets it, my monitor gets it, everything gets it. i have things to do but i spend more time thinking and writing than do doing them. i have a cable to repair in style that will take ages, i have knife to sharpen that will take ages, a tent to check and other things to test, things to find. the knife is sharp enough it would do i just need to get this solar panel sorted and then check the tent and i can take off. thats good enough for me, i can sharpen my blade while i'm camped. i'm thinking maybe i get a map sincase i want to extend the trip and restock at a village shop or something. we will see, stay flexable. i say flexable not flexible, you people cant spell worth a shit man.
did i submit a journal today no so i'll writ down something something at 23:59.

i have sold loads of tools so i have money to survive the continuing and every lasting zombie apocalypse that has been going on since the beginning of the modern and industrial human race. or maybe sooner, who knows. i dread to think what they will be like when robots do all the real jobs and they do all the shit unneeded ones. anyway, my downstairs neighbor is going to get hell if they don't control that fucking sick dog of theirs. but it's a fucking pet dog, and it does nothing and it is out of control and uncontrollable and shits and pisses in the communal garden that is there for people who live in the building and dont have a garden. it even shits in the garden of the people of the other side too, which is a garden and it goes goes in a takes a dump on it. i even once picked up THEIR fucking dog shit off the path once. they are hypocrites and unfit to even have tongues, they will be wagging their tongues like good old sick deluded people soon i am sure. i dread to think what they will soon be talking about behind my back. like i care, these people a worthless and meaningless scum. they are worth nothing. they are scum, shit scum of the earth and have zero respect so i have zero respect for them, and the same goes for a lot of people. ah yes the swans, no swans yet but then if i was a swan i would not want to be here either. there was dog in the water the other day and i'm sure that happens all the time, great a swan really wants to bring up it's young in a place where there are dogs that enter the water. dogs around the lake is bad enough but in the water, i mean what the fuck, control your fucking dogs you fucking useless scum whore human pathetic excuse for life. you respect nothing and your children respect nothing. the boy was so engrossed in his phone that he didn't even look at his dog and what it was doing. not mention the bikes, the bikes and screaming adults and screaming kids. the ADULTS ACT LIKE FUCKING CHILDREN INFROT OF THEIR CHILDREN AND THINK THIS IS FUN AND GOOD. i'm sorry but a fucking adult acting like a fucking child is not a good education for a child, your treating your child like a fucking pet dog. your talking and acting like fucking idiot to what? to get your child to be stupid and love you in your stupid ways. it's idiot adults telling children how to be children and showing them what to do because and what to play with and how to act, their children are so shit and dead and brainless because they listen to these sick adults and never get to do anything or cant do anything by themselves, locked up with mum and dad or locked in school or locked in with babysitter or carer or whatever, your kids are shit becuase your adults are really shit and are not adult. they are retarded fucking children who think they are adult and have no respect for anything, all the have respect for is their shit lives and this is the last thing that should be respected. your life is shit, your worthless destruction and sick in the fucking head, you people should not be allowed near fucking children. YOUR UNFIT. they wreck their kids and treat them idiots. Yeah so if i was a swan i would fuck that we are not coming back nor is my offspring, the place is unsafe and dangerous and full of human abuse. they even making a mass of the other side now and have set up a perfect ambush area for a kid with catapult or gun or wild animal to kill a unsuspecting swan or duck. they are just making a mess and have no idea what they are doing. they are also building ANOTHER path. so now the lake has a PATH AT BOTH SIDES. attack of the humans from both sides. one side right next to lake is not enough for the greedy humans they have to have BOTH sides and force all the birds into the center and having to look everywhere now, constant humans activity on both sides of the lake, were as before it one side, the other side was away from the lake. but now i'm sure we will have a lake with no swans, then it will be no ducks and then finally it will be no seagulls because people complain and council will go in and kill them. but never know the swans may yet turn up. it would be nice to see them but i would totally understand if they didn't arrive. who knows they might be dead, shot or hit or anything. but fucked if i would want to live in a lake with racket the people here make and things they do there. bikes round and round and screaming and dogs, fucking hundreds of fucking useless fucking dogs, shitting and eating and scaring and killing. no peacocks, no squirrels, no badgers, no rabbits, the ducks vanished for awhile but now they are back and soon it will be no swans. great fucking job forres, hip hip horay. forres gets the prize for best place that really fucked it and is now a dead zone for nature and animals or soon will be, come to forres and see our dogs and cats and other great domestic and broken beasts. everyone loves fucking dog, i dont think so, only sick people like domesticated animals or even wild ones in zoo. planet of the sick. lets learn and teach everyone the ways to destroy nature and abuse animals and just wreck everything. your disgusting and so are your ways and dogs and cats. all we left is birds and they only here because feed them, soon even the birds will be domesticated if they aren't already.

i'm sorting out to go camping. when i go camping it will be natural camping no electrics or gadgets. just using what i have and keeping the weight down as much as possible since i'm walking all the way. compass and memory, no maps and no shit i don't need or shit to weight me down. matches for fire and i don't know for food. needs to be light weight and able to last for three or four days and enough for three or four days, tins of food bad idea, maybe one and that's it, actually no, i don't want any tins, i can do better than that shit. tins are too heavy and the food is shit and it's just more garbage. cheese and bread and pickled things maybe but they also heavy, fish and onions etc, but i don't want to just have sandwiches i would like something to cook when i'm camped, i'll think of something, eggs and stuff. could go for dried stuff and use water from the river or loch but this is shit food, i want fresh stuff, like i have at home everyday. i'll make biscuits, maybe bread, take crackers and cheese for sure, uncoloured cheese, unfucked cheese, fucked cheese goes off really fast and gets mould on it if you don't keep it in a fridge really fast, good unfucked cheese does not sweat and does not get mouldy when at room temperature. i'll take lots of salad, salad is light weight. it's like prepering to walk through a desert, nothing to eat out there have to take it all with you unless you pay so you can fish the fishless over fished river where fish are so sick of being fished they wont bite shit and i'm not about kill and eat deer or shoot a bird, and most the vegetation is uneatable, not like i could life off raspberries and a few mushrooms buts wrong time of year. i guess i could since you live for ages without food as long as you have water. ah, nuts and dates, why did  not think of this, nuts and dates and fruit and veg cheese bread busicuits and pickled things. just one pan and one cup. i'll take my phone for photos but that's it, i don't have access to the internet with it and it will handy if i break a leg or something. i have that solar power thing, maybe i see if i can get it to charge my phone and strap it to my back. i have that damaged cable somewhere and i found two soldering irons and solder stuff. might extend it, see how it goes. i know where i'm going. a small pair of binoculars would handy, good bird watching there so i read but i don't have so tough. besides i like to see shit with my own eyes with nothing inbetween.
was a seagull at my kitchen window collecting leaves in it's beak. i wonder what for. is it nesting time for seagulls. does not seem long since they had chicks. they had chicks for long time last year and seemed to last for a long time i seen chicks still going around when they should have all been grown.

hard to see with the light, had to put the flash on to even get this picture

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i got a call from a land line, do people still use those things, i have no idea who it was. i don't answer calls to my phone, i hate talking on phones. and i don't check my messages either. you want to contact me text me.

i was counting as i was shopping in the shop today and i bought counter cheese. and i keep thinking i'm seeing smoke were there is none.

if you want to go see something you walk there, you appreciate more if you do, no matter how far away it is.

maybe the seagule is just keeping my gutters clean and free of leaves. thank you mr gull, love you x. why else would he be collecting leaves, wet leaves from the roan. xx
electric spam is banned and illegal and frowned upon but paper spam that wastes and destroys is just fine, because were all living on a retarded planet.

The world is stuck in the paper age. they just cant stop the paper, cant stop cutting the trees or making and sending paper. they have had email and things for fuck knows how long and they are still using paper. it's stone age cavemen in offices sending and using this shit. these people brainless. it just proves that 99% of the worlds population is deaf and as dumb as a door post, too busy watching shit and reading shit and blowing drying their hair and spaying smelly stuff on their skin and shit. retards rule the world. and if i post alot of shit online people call it spam, yet i keep getting mail, never ending bullshit mail and it's not spam because the government sends and if ignor it they come rape me. looks like i'll getting rape by the council soon because i dont read their mail because it's spam and i dont read spam sent by piggys in an office covered in make up and heads full of garbage. your fucking disgusting, your disgusting, your job is disgusting, your employers are disgusting, your office is disgusting, your brain and ideas are disgusting your life is disgusting, the things you wear are disgusting, the things you say are disgusting and your jobs are disgusting.

i finished with solar panel and just tested it again with my phone. the phone picks it up sometimes, hopefully it's enough to keep it going and maybe hopefully enough to give it a little charge. enough to maintain it anyway and maybe charge a little if i take some photos.

today i clean my windows. the fucking windows, two of them on the south wall only open out, i'm on the top and they only open out, what a fucking joke. who the fuck did this windows. i like them but they are pain to clean, i need to get myself a longer pole. i used a long drill bit with sponge on the end and it was not quite long enough, almost but not quite. anyway the windows are done and bettter than what they where amd will do for another 2 years unless they more bird shit.

tomorrow i buy more paint and get started on the bathroom. i'll hopefully get all the paint i need for the bathroom and once the bathroom is done i'll get back to the living room with the new paint i have left over.
colors i want for the bathroom green, black, white, brown and blue. the wall is orange maybe do something like i did with myship and have like an orange sun behind the trees. i'll also goto lidls and see what they have, they always changing their stock and never know what you will find. i found a brand new never used joiner pencil when i was going through my stuff, i might scetch on the walls before i paint. the thing with scetching is that when i'm done painting it i preferd the scetch. proper pencil and it's red too with a good amount of lead not the crappy thin lead pencils you get that break inside and snap and break if you press hard. trying to sharpen one of these things you need to be a carpenter.

i just had a bath and i did not see the bubbles, it's only happened that once yesterday, never seen anything like it before.

something is with my writing, i type words without thinking of them and i type in short hand. some of the words i type are very surprizing and not my words, it's like someone put it in but i typed it without even thinking or typed while thinking of another word, how is that even possible to type another word when thinking of typing something else but that is what happens. it reminds me of the drummer trick but a heel of a lot harder to do and it comes natural not taught, little i do is taught also reminds me a bit of the piano, same kind of thing but with the writing i'm not even aware of it till i go back a read what i typed. also my writing is changing in other ways. maybe i should just start writing and not fix or change anything and see what i get.

there is nothing wrong with e, it's you people who have the problems.

back to the bathroom, i'm not sure about blue paint, i need to think about. i was think just a light blue but then if i'm getting white and black i might as well get a medium blue and do the same i was going to do with the green and mix it myself. i'm not sure, i'll do the same i'm going to do with the green unless i see a shade of blue that just does it for me, same might happen with the green. try not to spend too much on paint colin. £80 max. what did spend last time i cant remember, £100? anyway i need to clean the bathroom and sand it down, i'll get started tonight. i'm not sure about the floor, maybe i get some rugs for the bathroom too. can you get floor paint, i'm sure you can but can you get in forres. shipdeck paint would do it but without the sand, or maybe i want the sand in it. yeah that might work, ship deck paint with sand. i remeber painting a ships deck with that stuff once, you have to keep stirring it or it goes all patchy. gloss paint with sand, save yourself some money. i'll get a tin of gloss and go get some sand from the beach, not sure what colour, i was thinking blue, but maybe a brown or green, maybe all. have like dirt grass moss with blue where the sink and toilet is. i want the room to look natural or have a natrual effect.

for my meal today i'm having new potatoes, cheese and chive omelet to be washed down with orange, lemon and honey juice. i cleared the bathroom and once i've digested this food i'll go back and start sanding then clean then sit and look and maybe scetch, get an idea in my head. someone has written in my bathroom in pen on the shelf, it's my name but it's strangely mirrored never noticed it before and it's doubled, repeated in lighter ink.

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